by Linda Hagen
I have been enJOYing
what seems to be the newness at New Life recently. I find the teachings about being the
blessing particularly refreshing. Serving
others goes a long way towards freeing the mind from the culture of navel
gazing ad nausem, so popular today, especially in modern church culture.
Sunday a few weeks
ago was an especially joyful day for me. That morning at church our own Alan
Smith taught on the subject of being the blessing. That afternoon, I had
the privilege of joining the choir at the First Presbyterian Church in Hickory
to sing in a small concert, "The Festival
of Hymns."
The guest
Director/Composer was from Indiana. Before the concert started, the he spent
several minutes talking to the choir. He spoke eloquently about singing with
the intention of blessing the audience.
I recognized many of
his words and phrases as those I had just heard that morning at New Life. Then, during the concert, two different
speakers addressed the audience briefly with the same theme. One said "Who
among you will be the blessing.?"
As the concert
progressed. the Spirit of the Living God visited. I have heard Presbyterians refer
to themselves as the "frozen chosen." But that afternoon, I saw some
in the audience weep or break out in great big smiles. Each song ended with
very enthusiastic, joyful clapping. (Apparently
very unusual for those frozen)
I myself had to lip
synch some of the words, as the depth of the meaning touched me and I got all
choked up. After the concert, I heard the singers say things like, " Did
you feel that? I haven't experienced that sort of joy in the music for a
long time." Another said,
"That was anointed! What a joyful afternoon!."
The next week at
church, another of ours, Ray Abbott, told me about the word
"INTENTION". "When you
sing", he said, "what is your intention?" Now I found this question
to be very provocative. I thought of the Presbyterian concert. The choir's intention
was just to bless the people with the
music, never expecting the response that that occurred, and look what
happened!
Well, what if I my
intention is to bless someone without the preconditions of my finite vision? What if I learn to regard all encounters, all
activities, all work, as opportunities to be the blessing. What if I hand over the responsibility for the
outcome to God? What if I trust Him to
do what's best? Dare I step out in that
kind of faith?
I think I could do
this because I know that God is always working behind the scenes on
behalf of us all. We ask- He answers. He has ordained this strange partnership
between heaven and earth. I don't understand it, but I know it's real.
This frees me, my
navel, and the one I intend to bless, from the burden of the expectation of God's
response as prescribed by either one of us.. We are free from the restraints of
feeling responsible for the outcome.
We watch God work.
What if I learn to
pray for healing, or sing, or work, or befriend, or speak, with the intention
of blessing and then trust God to do what is best in the life of that person. I
pray with faith in God because He said to. He does that which I could not have
known. I can step back and watch him work.
It's amazing as I
practice operating with the intention to bless, how the peripheral clutter of
my human
expectation falls away. Sometimes ,the things of earth grow strangely
dim.
Often, a focused word
comes from heaven, or there is a surprising turn of events.
The Creator of the
universe at work. What a joyful adventure.
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