Holy scrutiny is
both, unavoidable and
awesome. The closer we get to the piercing light of His love, the more
exposed we feel. An instant after exposure comes the covering of Grace
and the sublime sense and knowing of acceptance via unconditional love!
Holy Scrutiny is what I call "finishing school." And Love is the
under-girding lesson of all the courses of life in Jesus.
For years I
had the mistaken notion that I was finished with school…not by a long
shot. Not finished. Nope; still in finishing school instead! My experience with God is that He, Holy Spirit, is a teacher, 'par excellant' and will not be dissuaded by any of my growth issues.
Let' see how Scripture ways in on this? 6 And
I am sure that God who began the good work within you will keep right
on helping you grow in his grace until his task within you is finally
finished on that day when Jesus Christ returns.He doesn't
stop pursuing us. I thought only young women and aspiring debutantes
went to finishing school. You know, where you are trained in
cultural-social
graces and activities. Granted, my cultural and social graces are
somewhat
limited-well, okay, very limited. But, come on Papa-‘finishing school’?
Yes
Son, finishing school.
So, I asked
the obvious question…What exactly do you mean by ‘finishing school’? Of course,
true to form…I got much more of an answer than I bargained for. I can imagine
that your experience with Papa is just as surprising-no, serendipitous as mine.
Don’t ever ask God a question that you aren’t ready for a big answer for. Son,
I desire for you to finish the race complete, whole, and strong-with a unified
heart. I had no idea how fractured my heart was. David asked for the same thing
in his prayer recorded in Psalm 86:11.”Teach me your way, O Lord; and I will
walk in your truth; Unite my heart to fear your name.”
There
are
four distinct problems with that prayer. Learning His ways, walking in
His
truth, having your heart united and fearing His name are all challenging
to our
comfort zone-to say the least. Most of us have the mistaken notion that
we know
His ways. Nothing could be further from reality. I have walked with
Jesus for forty+ years and am just now beginning to have understanding
about His
ways. I am learning that His way involves shaking and baking. Everything
that
can be shaken will be shaken and what remains will be purified in the
furnace
of His loving correction. I must add that His ways are best and bring
Him the
most Glory.
This
‘finishing school’ process also includes getting acquainted with ‘truth and
wisdom in the inner parts’ The ‘inner parts’ are often clouded with unresolved
and unhealed issues. The longer we walk with Him the more light is shed on our
inner parts. Holy scrutiny is both, unavoidable and awesome. The closer we get
to the piercing light of His love, the more exposed we feel. An instant after
exposure comes the covering of Grace.
Learning the truth about our self is
always balanced by what my friend Alan Smith calls…LOVE, the truth that trumps all other truth. Eugene Peterson
puts it this way in The Message. ‘We
continue to shout our praise even when we’re hemmed in with troubles, because
we know that troubles can develop passionate patience in us, and how that
patience in turn forges the tempered steel of virtue, keeping us alert to
whatever God will do next. In alert expectancy such as this, we’re never left
feeling shortchanged. Quite the contrary-we can’t round up enough containers to
hold everything God generously pours into our lives through the Holy Spirit! (Romans
5:3-5). Got It? We will! Ron Ross